Never would have known
I'd be doing this on my own
I couldn't make you stay
It wouldn't have been fair to you anyway
I tried so hard
But the things I love tear each other apart
I'm sorry for anyway I've done you wrong
Hope you find what you're looking for moving on
I could see that things were fading
Past the point of worth saving
But I did nothing
Why did I do nothing?
I became so cynical
Fought myself
Fought my thoughts
Any that'd make me feel sentimental
Left us so critical
But now you're gone and it's just me
But the show goes on
Trust me
Should've knew it'd end like this
We solve our problems like kids
Talk behind each others backs
My ears are burning
I can't relax
And it's so stupid how we blew it
Now we're such a mess
We don't even talk anymore
What'd we even do this for?
But maybe with some time
We'll find our way back into each others lives
I could see that things were fading
Past the point of worth saving
But I did nothing
Why did I do nothing?
I became so cynical
Fought myself
Fought my thoughts
Any that'd make me feel sentimental
Left us so critical
But now you're gone and it's just me
But the show goes on
Trust me
I see what you post every now and then
You're out there doing your own thing
I hope when you think about me, you see my as a friend
One of those people you're cool with, you just don't really talk to anymore
I hope you reach your dreams, everything
Maybe we were just different people brought together by one singular passion
But behind that passion there was nothing to outlast it
It's neither of our faults at the root of it
Things aren't really meant to last and maybe we're just proof of it
I can't help but wonder if I would have handled things differently
Then would you still be around?
It's honestly heart breaking, but maybe we're both onto better things
I can't wait to see what we both come to be
Just know the time we shared meant everything to me