This year got cold so fast Was really hoping that the summer would last But now I'm lying here in my room Staring at the ceiling with nothing to do I remember the way things were last year I was trying so damn hard How am I still here? Let the leaves fall down We can say its beautiful Let the moon come out I'll pretend I'm in control, barely holding on by a string Waiting for next spring This has gotta be the year No putting it off, doing nothing here This is my dream, my everything But right now I'm not amounting to anything I remember times I tried so hard How I got so far But yet I feel so far Let the leaves fall down We can say its beautiful Let the moon come out I'll pretend I'm in control, barely holding on by a string Waiting for next spring If I had what it takes then you'd be here Wouldn't have to rot in my own nostalgia every year Remembering that one place, that one time If I had what it takes then you'd still be here Wouldn't have to rot in my nostalgia every year Remembering that one place, that one time Let the leaves fall down We can say its beautiful Let the moon come out I'll pretend I'm in control, barely holding on by a string Waiting for next spring Waiting for next spring