I'm freaking talented everyone says
But for your kind information, nobody cares
If you dig deep, I just wanna smoke weed
For some permanent time period, I just wanna go to sleep yeah
My mental condition is so bad
Randoms breakdowns
Had to have had
This adolescence bothering me
These hormones ordering me
These random faults of me
Karma fucking all over me
I wanna say these things to you
It was you
It was you
You
Yeah.
I was broken
Mindless talking
To the spirits walking
Didn't eat much
For the needless work and
Obsession to get slim
They said I was dying for me
And I was crying for she
And she was lying to me
All those times, I would see
Her out with other guys
And some fiends
And those lies and those dreams (Fuck it)
My friends used to ignore me
They never tried to freaking phone me
If I dialed their number sometimes
They never picked up the call of me
Those 6 people were the wrong creed
They always say they want me
But I never felt they got me
I'm freaking talented everyone says
But for your kind information, nobody cares
If you dig deep, I just wanna smoke weed
For some permanent time period, I just wanna go to sleep yeah
Am I winning winning winning winning winning all the fights?
Strategizing my life just to get it all right yeah
Tried to reach them with a freaking serious mindset
Suicidal thoughts going in my mind yeah
Then I went to their house
They playing video games
And I was pushed out
My eyes kinda on that television
Then I saw that mouse
I followed him to the rat hole
My mind was going through some dark black hole
Anxiety attacked me, and god knows
How I survived that horrible night zone
I'm freaking talented everyone says
But for your kind information, nobody cares
If you dig deep, I just wanna smoke weed
For some permanent time period, I just wanna go to sleep yeah
(Guitar Riff)