Got knocked down to my knees
This year threw me for a loop
Had me praying had me wishing
I aint know just what to do
Dropped my album in the winter
Mane that shit went up
People say congratulations
I aint doing enough
Mane im sliding to the A
Trynna make me a play
Seen a lot done a lot
Too confidential to say
Cant keep nobody close
Cause thats point blank range
Lost some people and they living
Some behind that cage
I don't feel like myself
Think i lost my ways
I get so low cause I'm solo
Then i get high for days
I sit back and think
Will i ever be straight
All i wanted was to eat
Get nauseous looking at the plate
Fuck these niggas
Fuck these bitches
I dont trust em so fuck em
Letting so much shit slide
Now they getting too comfortable
Got people lying on me
My people dying on me
Done wiped my tears
Held in my fears
Let niggas cry upon me
Nobody care about my pain
They just say that I'm insane
But i own it and i show it
I aint scared of my pain
I think I'm fixing to snap
I been pushed too far
When the heavens took my dad
I almost crashed my car
That was the last and final straw
That shit cut me too deep
You was freezing in that casket the first time that we meet
Gained a lot lost a lot
That shit fucking with me
Im the hardest at this rap shit
No one fucking with me