Pillow over my head Happy pills in my hands Cold again, close the door Sad december, blend forever My emotions too intense (?) entire in my brain I don't wanna I don't wanna (?) Time is ticking very fast (?) It's been a funny year You still (?) Let's go away Time is ticking very fast Time is ticking very fast Pillow over my head Happy pills in my hands Cold again, close the door Sad december, blend forever Bluest ocean in the world I can feel heat on my skin (?) (?) (?) Time is ticking very fast (?) It's been a funny year You still (?) Let's go away Pillow over my head Happy pills in my hands Cold again, close the door Sad december, blend forever