The mistakes of the past torment me
With their gigantic fangs
Experiencing life is something
I never consciously asked
I feel that the present's doors
Always close on me
And that people were not essentially
What I believed
How to escape from something that's in me?
I'm drowning in a sea of thoughts
Feeling panic shaking my insides
Like a sheet of paper
There's something invisible in me
That hurts way too much
My mind in shock tries to understand
What it cannot understand
I wish taking refuge in the dream
And never wake up again
How to escape from something that's in me?
Is it possible to get out of this?
Can you really feel life?
Ahh
We always avoid cutting ourselves
With the edge of the knife even knowing
That we are like a fish that bites
The hook knowing the trap
When I comfort death every night
Every time my astral body travels to
Where past dies, the present lives,
Making me feel so alive
And in my dreams
I can see that nothing
Destroys me