I'm pretty sure I want what most people want But then every time I see it I know that shit ain't me yet I'm pretty sure I feel how most people feel Mostly lonely With a little hope sprinkled in Oh what love could do If I had it from you Oh what love could do If I had a little from me too Been medicated all of my life With all these lies Telling me what's good Been dedicating all of my life To what feels right But the right don't rule the world So I'm living this rollercoaster And some days I can't breathe Floating in the sky above me To falling down on my knees No It doesn't take much And most days I can sing I'm just learning how to love me While not where I want to be While not where I want to be I'm just learning how to love me While not where I want to be I'm just living this rollercoaster And sometimes I just want to breathe Oh rollercoaster One day it'll let go of me Let go of me What do you see When you're staring down at me Don't understand how I could be Nothing like you, you, yeah It's hard enough To try to build a life you love Social pressure building up But that shit ain't me Oh what love could do If I had it from you Oh what love could do If I had a little from me too Been medicated all of my life With all these lies Telling me what's good Been dedicating all of my life To what feels right But the right don't rule the world So I'm living this rollercoaster And some days I can't breathe Floating in the sky above me To falling down on my knees No It doesn't take much And most days I can sing I'm just learning how to love me While not where I want to be While not where I want to be I'm just learning how to love me While not where I want to be I'm just living this rollercoaster And sometimes I just want to breathe Oh rollercoaster One day it'll let go of me Let go of me