I just got a call from a blocked number Saying that we'll soon again see you But I remember some [?] so God chooses to see what he wants to see Choosing me with no empathy Blue hundreds or some blue jeans Is this real life or the movies? God chooses to see what he wants to see Choosing me with no empathy Blue hundreds or some blue jeans Is this real life or the movies? Stay in on the weekends Think I'm going off the deep end Really hope nobody sees me Sorry mama, just been busy Sleep in on the weekdays Script emotions like a screenplay Passed out on the freeway I don't think the hero saves me Woke up on the wrong side that night Feel sick, couldn't sleep like all night Eyes burn from the tears and the sunlight Tie me down, hold me back, 'cause I just might Oh shit yeah Been this way since '06 yeah Grew up too fast, didn't notice That my mother threw away all my old shit, yeah God chooses to see what he wants to see Choosing me with no empathy Blue hundreds or some blue jeans Is this real life or the movies? God chooses to see what he wants to see Choosing me with no empathy Blue hundreds or some blue jeans Is this real life or the movies? In the dark of my heart I will find my way home But I know all along I will reap what I've sown You always say, "There's a better way" "I could love today, get my head on straight" But we know the truth, hate to break the news Yeah, I'll always choose to be Know it's really hard When Its just me and the guitar Writing songs they're just for me Help me see straight in the dark It's the burden of the times Feel like no one is alright And my friends are just like me But we all would rather lie, oh I don't wanna cry all night, oh Just know that I tried, that I tried, oh Bet you're not surprised when I tell you that I'm sorry Wish I'd stayed quiet all night, oh God chooses to see what he wants to see Choosing me with no empathy Blue hundreds or some blue jeans Is this real life or the movies? God chooses to see what he wants to see Choosing me with no empathy Blue hundreds or some blue jeans Is this real life or the movies? God chooses to see what he wants to see Choosing me with no empathy Blue hundreds or some blue jeans Is this real life or the movies? God chooses to see what he wants to see Choosing me with no empathy Blue hundreds or some blue jeans Is this real life or the movies?