Acid washed jeans And a different lover Was it meant for me? Did it hurt another? Pick at the scabs for a minute Heaven could come any minute, yeah, yeah But will it come for me? yeah, yeah Wrestle with it tied tight Watch me throw up I don't wanna solve I wanna grow up So hidden is my life in the lowlight I've had it with you Found out it's true I don't wanna care if it's not for you Had it with you Found out its true I don't wanna care if its not for you like I shouldn't have drove how am I getting home? Especially not for you God I should have known Have you ever died, suffеring alone? I'm starting to think this life is all I've еver known Look Blood upon my hands I'll do my dance Like the son of man If I don't pay my rent I'll be spent I don't want that man Something don't fit right When it don't hit right Down for the shit like woahhhhh "Hold it down for the kids" right? You don't give a shit right? Could you run it up for me like Driving with the windows down on the highway Love me like a breeze on a mild day Everyday so far is like the weekend I think I'm about to dive in the deep end I'm down on my knees Praying to a god That you dont make me want it Want it I'm down on my knees Praying to a god That you dont make me want it Want it I shouldn't have drove how am I getting home? Especially not for you God I should have known Have you ever died, suffering alone? I'm starting to think this life is all I've ever known I shouldn't have drove how am I getting home? Especially not for you God I should have known Have you ever died, suffering alone? I'm starting to think this life is all I've ever known I shouldn't have drove how am I getting home? Especially not for you God I should have known Have you ever died, suffering alone? I'm starting to think this life is all I've ever known