Huh, what the fuck?
I can't take myself sometimes
Maybe we're a wreck, but I'mma hold your head
Mine is such a mess sometimes
You say it's for the best when you ripped it out my chest
I worry 'bout your health sometimes
You're distant as it gets, you lost another friend
And I could've fucking helped that time
My excuse was I'm depressed, I'll regret it till I'm dead
I'll regret it till I'm
Too many emotions floating through my head like
I'm a deer, eyes locked on the headlights
I don't need friends, bitch, I thought you lived your best life
Don't hit my phone, don't give a fuck 'bout what your head like
I know I could get better, I just bring rainy weather
I don't fuck with your friends, and they're not fond of me either
That's why I dip, I don't need it, everybody conceited
Everybody think they're owed shit, I don't believe it
Sometimes I think no one thinks like I do
Why would you think I would be writing this to spite you?
I'm only writing just to calm down the spiral
So many thoughts, please just be mindful
I can't take myself sometimes
Maybe we're a wreck, but I'mma hold your head
Mine is such a mess sometimes
You say it's for the best when you ripped it out my chest
I worry 'bout your health sometimes
You're distant as it gets, you lost another friend
And I could've fucking helped that time
My excuse was I'm depressed, I'll regret it till I'm dead
I'll regret it till I'm
Back on the same old sad songs
I almost ended it, I almost had to finish it
My life, it was a wreck, it was a bad one
Took the stage, they scream my song like it's an anthem
Y'all really saved my life, was grinding every night
Was running from my pain, was playing with a knife
Don't listen to what they say, I tried it every way
I'm still a person with some issues, still I can't complain
Sometimes I think no one thinks like I do
Why would you think I would be writing this to spite you?
I'm only writing just to calm down the spiral
So many thoughts, please just be mindful
I can't take myself sometimes
Maybe we're a wreck, but I'mma hold your head
Mine is such a mess sometimes
You say it's for the best when you ripped it out my chest
I worry 'bout your health sometimes
You're distant as it gets, you lost another friend
And I could've fucking helped that time
My excuse was I'm depressed, I'll regret it till I'm dead
I'll regret it till I'm
What the fuck?