My universe is ruled by pain Falling over me like winter rain Life has no sense anymore This soul is cold to the bone Lonely, abandoned, rejected, crestfallen Nothing to lose everything is lost Nobody to love everybody is gone Internal crying my heart is dying A way of living or it's just die time Stateless Friendless Humiliated Desolated Poor men forgotten by God There is no reason to trust I have lost my faith I need to see the light again Depressed Stressed Disminished Scared Searching for illumination From now to the end of my life