Alive in a dying body Perceiving everything around me Time goes by slowly Hearing the crying of my beloved Unable to speak, unable to move Fully aware but crippled I pray hard but my prayers have no answer This is hell what I'm living God has forsaken me Flashbacks from a life time I am trapped under my skin What I was there is no more What I wanted to be I will never Never will be ♪ I would like to share with you My burning darkest desire Want to whisper in your ear: Please just pull the plug This is hell what I'm living God has forsaken me