I wanna hide again
And be alone again
I wanna find a way to love myself
The picture of my mind
No colours there to find
I know that somewhere deep
There's something else
How do I fight myself?
My bad self?
Because of you I wake up in the middle of the night to make sure I'm alive
Whenever you creep in, you get under my skin and I close my eyes
Nobody knows I'm drowning, caving, why don't I love myself, I hate it
I wake up in the middle of the night 'cause of my own lies
All but a prodigy
Why won't you set me free?
I'm gonna spell it out from A to Z
You want me to feel blue
But I know what is true
I know that you are me but I'm not you
How do I fight myself?
My bad self?
Because of you I wake up in the middle of the night to make sure I'm alive
Whenever you creep in, you get under my skin and I close my eyes
Nobody knows I'm drowning, caving, why don't I love myself, I hate it
I wake up in the middle of the night 'cause of my own lies
I will always know my true self
Even though you played me once
Not gonna fool me twice
I'm so done with fighting with you
Because of you I wake up in the middle of the night to make sure I'm alive
Whenever you creep in, you get under my skin and I close my eyes
Nobody knows I'm drowning, caving, why don't I love myself, I hate it
I wake up in the middle of the night 'cause of my own lies