They say I'm broken and damn
What I heard are just vicious lies
Back off with your religious bullshit
I can deal with the fact that I'm dying
Wake up every goddamn night
Shaking bad, overwhelmed by the picture of past
Not a face by my side but a spoon and a bag
Pull me back in that place where there's nothing but black
Nothing to forget
Escape the pain
Alive one more day
Waiting for life
No nightmares, no more lies
Burning desire
Makes everything go fine
Beautiful fire
The fall of my empire
I'm staring at the needle waiting there, up in my face
I'm thinking I can wait but then I take it anyway
So I suck a drip of blood and push it slowly into my vein
Now my pain feels ok, it's ok to feel no pain
I'm laying down, the gravity is sucking my whole self
Collapsing in slow-motion, I don't care where I will land
I'm alone in this land, just some ghost from my past
They're sitting on my chest, stealing my own breath
Stealing my own breath
Escape the pain
Alive one more day
Waiting for life
No nightmares, no more lies
Burning desire
Makes everything go fine
Beautiful fire
The fall of my empire
It's like it
Stops, everything, in my head, in my damn life
Feel, something else, in my chest, like I'm not dead
And then I'm back, back again, in my own grave
Shoot me bitch. shoot me there, I can't stay here
I can't stay here
Escape the pain
Alive one more day
Waiting for life
No nightmares, no more lies
Burning desire
Makes everything go fine
Beautiful fire
The fall of my empire