Write To Dream
Trav said I need bigger features
If I have to ask twice, I figure I don't need it
He said, "Boy that's ya ego, you should never try and feed it
The game's give and take, and you're at odds with getting even"
Hol' up, the shit's kinda deceiving
I done shook every hand, I done took every meeting
Gave everything I had, shinned a light when they needed
When my shit got dark, I could never seem to reach 'em
And I ain't never had a team and
Maybe that's on me, I ain't show 'em that I need 'em
I know this hard to see 'em, I might understand the reason
But this whole Write to Dream is really something believe in
Never felt so alone, and maybe it's the season
When the nights get's cold I could hear my heart beatin'
I could feel it the air, I could see my breath breathin'
It's me against the world I could feel those thoughts creep in like
Me, myself and I, that's all I got in the end
That's what I found out
And it ain't no need to cry, I took a vow that
From now on I don't need these so called friends
Me, myself and I, that's all I got in the end
That's what I found out
And it ain't no need to cry, I took a vow that
From now on I don't need these so called friends
Now I don't think that this depression, but I'm in my morning session
Spent all night writing and second guessing
Tryna focus on my blessings, but I wonder where I'm headed
Is it worth all this effort? Do muthafuckas get it?
Lookin' back on certain friendships, I dunno why I brung it up
Everybody know that I'm talkin' 'bout such and such
It was all love, back then we was comin' up
Now who I'm supposed to trust? They turn faster than double dutch
I'm all alone in my four cornered room staring candles
Certain shit i can't handle
God bless Brad 'cause he gave us the manual
But shit get heavy when you carry the mantle
And all ya homies switch up, they don't treat you the same way
Back when we was broke we used to be on the same page
And now I solve everybody problems
But God forbid if I got one