Holding onto something In between the best and the worst of the both of us I need a a fresh start, calm heart Thats something I cant reach right now I've been smoking cigarettes Took all these years, I need time to set aside What we have is so damn fine but it ain't right Far from making it, far from Soweto Kept it close to my heart, never awesome to let go Life is so rudimental I'm breaking down my feels Went from breaking breads with the brethren's to breaking up for real Circle of life is emotions, to live fulfilled You need trust and devotion, I'm lost but not far from Like I've begged a thousand pardons but came short with you Holding onto something In between the best and the worst of the both of us I need a a fresh start, calm heart Thats something I cant reach right now I've been smoking cigarettes Took all these years, I need time to set aside What we have is so damn fine but it ain't right Maybe I let you come too close Now you start wearing off and it's hurting my soul Went from falling in love to falling apart Made you hard to forget now I'm back to the start Stuck on repeat like my favorite band, playing it over and over again When will I learn from my mistakes? Holding onto something In between the best and the worst of the both of us I need a a fresh start, calm heart Thats something I cant reach right now I've been smoking cigarettes Took all these years, I need time to set aside What we have is so damn fine but it ain't right We made mistakes, wanted more Calm down girl what were we reaching for? I don't know Guess we have to let it hurt Before I let you go, letting you go Let's make sure we learn from our mistakes Yeah Let's make sure we learn from our mistakes Ooh Before I let you go Mmm