Hold on Let me breath for a while Everything feels so blurry to me I tried to escape But if I'm honest I still feel the same Let me breath Let me breath for a while So many countless times I sat for hours on my stairs My face buried in my hands Trying to escape Everything feels grey Everything has changed But I I still feel the same I still feel the same I still feel the same Everything feels so grey I'm sick of feeling the same There's so much anger in my heart And every day it's getting worse Bottling up my pain I can't describe how much it hurts Every step I tried to take Brought me back to where I started I hate to be alone But can't stand to be with others I know it's kind of stupid And I know that I'm wrong Blaming all of you For my own fucking faults And I know it's kind of stupid And I know that I'm wrong I'm trying to exist I'm trying to keep my hope Let me breathe Let me breathe for a while Let me breathe Let me breathe for a while With every sleepless night Another part dies within me With every sleepless night Another part dies within me