If I saw the world from your eyes
Shit would be vibrant
If I saw the world from your eyes
If I believed in an afterlife
I would say goodnight right now
She laughs at me when i'm upset
I'll make her regret it
She laughs at me when i'm upset
I take pills to forget it
I hate myself I hate you too I wish I never met you boo
I'm losin' air i'm turning blue
We always fight I got no clue whatever am I supposed to do
This time we ain't pullin' through
I got a problem with waking up
Everyone 'round me gon' act like I'm something to be
You say I love you
I ask who you saying it to
'Cause you clearly ain't talking to me
Throwing the line and letting it slide
And into the water I'm sinking alive
Choking together while under the pressure
We keep it together but barely breathe
Yeah
I don't care if I'm around
Yeah
I'm the reason that you hate me
Don't be faking when my deathbed is coming down
I hate myself I hate you too I wish I never met you boo
I'm losin' air i'm turning blue
We always fight I got no clue whatever am I supposed to do
This time we ain't pullin' through
I keep my notifs off
Rolling with my entourage
I ain't text you in a minute and it's nearly dawn
Lights dim
Self sabotage
Feeling different without you to say I'm doing it wrong
I ain't even tryna fight this
If I die I die
Let them take my life quick
The reaper talks to me in silence
You wouldn't know a word
But you'll know when I'll be gone
She laughs at me when i'm upset
I'll make her regret it
She laughs at me when i'm upset
I take pills to forget it
I hate myself I hate you too I wish I never met you boo
I'm losin' air i'm turning blue
We always fight I got no clue whatever am I supposed to do
This time we ain't pullin' through