If I told you that I'm good on my own would you believe me You will never see me outside 'cause I'm hiding from the old me I'm not good And I'm not bad I can't even feel sad I'm not good And I'm not bad But I miss what I had It's hard to wake up It's hard to even talk I fucking hate to sleep 'cause I struggle in my dreams It's hard to wake up It's hard to even talk Fill me up with meds 'cause I don't need any help It's hard to wake up It's hard to even talk I fucking hate to sleep 'cause I struggle in my dreams It's hard to wake up It's hard to even talk Fill me up with meds 'cause I don't need any help Don't you fucking get it I'm gon' die this way Fucking with my brain 'cause you just wanna get paid You got white robes and fancy degrees You're so cool So much better then me Yeah you're so fucking important Ain't that what you want people like me to see So much better than me Better than me It's hard to wake up It's hard to even talk I fucking hate to sleep 'cause I struggle in my dreams It's hard to wake up It's hard to even talk Fill me up with meds 'cause I don't need any help It's hard to wake up It's hard to even talk I fucking hate to sleep 'cause I struggle in my dreams It's hard to wake up It's hard to even talk Fill me up with meds 'cause I don't need any help