It turned out for the worst
His therapist tells him that you're the cause
You tried to leave but I've already been here
You couldn't leave me alone
So you stayed in fear
Love unconditionally
This how you lived
He drowned love in addiction
But you still lend your cheek to be kissed
Two faced
This situation can't be real
You're emotionally addicted
Would you have left him without me
Would you have left him without me
And as I grew older I blocked out the noise
And as I grew older I blocked out the noise
Can't hide behind closed doors
You can't kill with toys
I wanted to protect you
That's why I hated him so bad
He's barely been a father
I got no respect
I never understood
If he told me I could
His life has been insane
He never got a mother
That's why mine is to blame
Mine is to blame
I am crying while I write this
It's different now
It's different now
I lost a psychopath
I got a real father now
I got a real father now
It turns out to be good
You locked away the dark in you
Now I see
How the light shows
How the light shows
I learned to love you
Better late than never
I am thankful for my mother
You treated me like a feather
I never understood
If he told me I could
His life has been insane
He never got a mother
That's why mine is to blame
Mine is to blame
I am crying while I write this
It's different now
It's different now
I lost a psychopath
I got a real father now
I got a real father now
Three lives on the line
Been living on the peak of feeling blue
For the longest time
For the longest time I hated you
Hated you