If I'm safe till I'm 30 Will i buy a Mercedez Or locked up before i make it I live by just deed philosophies I don't think these people understand me I'm tryna break it down a bit if I shackle on the beat Maybe you'll understand what I'm saying Coz i think I'm wasting my time, singing my mind I need to rewind yh Iye mi, mo njagun Mo njagun oju orun o Iye mi, mo njagun Mo wa njagun oju aye Iye mi, mo njagun Mo ma njagun ilu eko o When you said that I was gonna make it in life You never said it would take so long I don't get excited about nothing anymore And heaven knows I've lost count of all the calls that I've ignored The music speaks to me but it doesn't leave me breathless And i stopped dreaming big I dream, don't care what the size is I wish i could say the same thing about my waste time All my bank accounts, but they do their thing in their own time The shadows haunting me don't seem to know when to stop They take no days off, i don't seem to know where to run Every morning, i put a gun to my throat and try to pull the trigger My therapist said i should fight, don't let the thoughts linger So, I stopped picking his phone calls or asking if he's fine If I got to cry and I need a shoulder, I've got mine