My mind runs blank Blood is rushing to my face Paranoid I think I'm going insane My mind's decayed and filled with rage I can't contain I use my pain as an escape The silence My empty cries Myself I now despise Save me I think I'm falling to pieces The shards of me Scattering I lose control and self destruct My mind's at ease These empty eyes This hollow heart I suffer in silence Blackness overtaking Now all is dark I dull my senses to escape reality As if I'll stay away (As if I'll stay away) Turn to the bottle and spark the flame To escape this hell These empty eyes This hollow heart I suffer in silence Blackness overtaking Now all is dark Condemned Entombed within myself Turn to the bottle and spark the flame To escape this hell Poison Lungs excreting deadly venom No space for air as I am falling (I am falling) I am down Fuck your conformity Your life's a lie Now you must die by my hand And still I wonder Whether I will burn or prosper All that is me has morphed into a monster My fate's been sealed