If I stumble if I fall
If I ever lose it all
When my back hits the wall please keep me standing
When I've cried until I'm numb
Whispering your will be done
When my lights go out
I pray you
Illuminate, illuminate
Illuminate illuminate
I pray you illuminate
It's sickening going through difficult hills
Especially knowing your with me regardless of all that I feel
And knowing you're closer than all of my breath
Why are you speaking in parables?
Cause I have endured through all of the tests
But this one is getting unbearable
Terrible I need a second opinion
I need to call me a witness
Cause I'm racing towards the mark but I
Need help to reach the finish
You say to, carry my shield and my sword
But I have no strength in my arms
But all the strength I was on
Was really mine wasn't yours
And I repent for that
I know you were sent for that but lately
I've been feeling like you come and you go
You're there when I'm up disappear when I'm low
Can I be honest cause when I'm in private
I feel like your silent but listening close
Dang, I can't take no more
I'm broken down I can't break no more
Speak to me now, open your mouth
I need a joy that'll never run out
If I look anywhere else
Might as well save me from myself
And I can't do it, I need you now and I'm not moving
So respond to me, as I sing to you
If I stumble if I fall
If I ever lose it all
When my back hits the wall please keep me standing
When I've cried until I'm numb
Whispering your will be done
When my lights go out
I pray you
Illuminate, illuminate
Illuminate illuminate
I pray you illuminate
If I knew the timing of how you would move
How would I view you
Would it be unusual knowing my bills due
But you bless me on the usual
Or maybe I'd use you
Praying and reading the right amount
Until I moved you
Is that a relationship or a manipulationship
I'll take the risk
Either I'll trust my eyes or trust my
Maker's lips
I'll take the risk
Either I'll recieve you, or recieve Satan's gifts
I'll take the risk
Either I'll trust in You or trust what they suggest
Lies gon' tell me God ain't moving
Cause I'm not His favorite yet
No that ain't it either
Right in middle of doubt and believing
Stuck in between to be still or be screaming
You hung on the cross but wasn't complaining
I don't understand
How is this part of your plan
You tell the ocean to never pass over the sand
Everything fits in your hand
So where do I go from here
Speak to me now, open your mouth
I need a joy that'll never run out
If I look anywhere else
Might as well save me from myself
And I can't do it, I need you now and I'm not moving
So respond to me, as I sing to you