I swear to end this I swear to end this now I fade away, stacking day upon every fucking day I've lost myself in the blood of heavy fucking April rains Mistakes are made, regret the weight Regret, this weight hangs one foot in the fucking grave My back, a lifelong scarring It never fucking heals Through the sores of embedded fucking knives I suffer every day just to deal I swear to end this now Back pocket full of broken hearts and I don't feel a fucking thing I've tried to shed this mark but I just can't shake its fucking stain The shards of this cut through this longing wrist The shards of a broken heart cut through this longing wrist My back, a lifelong scarring It never fucking heals Through the sores of embedded fucking knives I suffer every day just to deal I suffer everyday just to deal I'm fighting every day just to feel