Deach tear's ft Kayla
The room is all silent your eye lids are shut,
You begin crying, saying "why aint I good enough"
Tears running down your cheeks,
2 trails of mascara dripping off your face to your feet,
All of a sudden you fall to your knees,
Your body starts shaking and it's making it... hard for you to breathe.
Your minds playing tricks on yah,
Wishing it's a bad dream cause usually never happens to yah.
Then you're phone rings,
You know it's him calling,
You don't want to listen to his side of the story.
You hear a lot of rumors, no way they aint true!
Even though the person that told you the news only
Assume that whatever he did made sense that he cheated!
From Every phone calls, texts, numbers you deleted,
Came fat lies, you didn't need to hear,
But the source that you got it from is someone that is dearest to you!
Chorus
I don't want start again, but it feels like the end.
Wasn't I good enough?
See then why dint you give it up?
Why did you make me choose?
This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do,
But I gotta let u go and leave my tears!
The room was all silent, you hear the doorbell ring,
You put away everything, you're books and you're pens
Den u standup say "excuse me can I pass?"
Smile on your face cause it was your last exam,
Head to the cafeteria to meet friends,
That's about the craziest night on the weekend,
Chat about who hooked up with who,
Over hearing a name of someone dearest to u
You start thinking
Tell the girls "keep talking"
Feeding u more info getting deeper in the story
Then you clicked
They talking about you're cousin's boyfriend hooking
Up with someone so up in the open,
You ina position where you gotta tell her, you scared to though
Cause you know that it will damage her but you do.
You let her know everything from what you assume happened.
Chorus
I don't want start again, but it feels like the end.
Wasn't I good enough?
See then why dint you give it up?
Why did you make me choose?
This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do but I gotta let u go
And leave my tears!
The room is all silent you open your eyes
Your head starts pounding by the rays of the sunshine.
Trying to remember what happened in your room,
You still smelling the alcohol and some ladies perfume.
Flashbacks of you taking a few shots,
Taking a girl home in the risk,
Black spots, you begin to panic cause you know you wonder wrong,
10 missed calls and messages on your phone
You get scared.
The butterflies start creeping,
Tryna ring yah girl, you assume she's sleeping.
Still no answer, you can hear yourself breathing.
The pace starts picking up of your heart beating
Wishing that you were never put in this drunk state.
You feel the buzz on your phone cause it's on vibrate,
A text in your inbox saying that she knows!
Now I guess that she knows how the story goes...
Chorus
I don't want start again, but it feels like the end.
Wasn't I good enough
See then why dint you give it up?
Why did you make me choose?
This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do but I gotta let u go
And leave my tears!