I try my best More than a few time But it's futile My heart resemble a crack tile And you can tell from the crooked smile I'm not doing well, no These memories They haunt me I hope they burn, propane I'm swimming in my own pain I try suppressing this raging storm But I can't keep calm with sweaty palm But I can't keep calm with Had a melt down Like Olaf I couldn't tell This hell to Hold off I'm stressed out Still try to Fix all my mistakes But life ain't no typo Still I'm a Hit a home run No matter what life throw Still I'm a hit a home run No matter what To make you love me I'll prolly have to die first Still I'll hold you down Even if the sky burst Cause without you I don't know How to be Happy See My soul stain I could paint a pretty pic With this pain Ever since I lost you These rainbows don't glow Like they used to You became a monster, Behemoth Told me you love me Never mean it But my mistake Was my intake Of your foolishness Cause I fell for you in that instance Guess ignorance Is truly bliss Now I'm hopeless And I try to coop Smoking is my antidote When I'm outta space My head float Find me with your telescope Before I Teleport to a different land Like Alakazam I'm popping xans It's make me feel better To make you love me I'll prolly have to die first Still I'll hold you down Even if the sky burst Cause without you I don't know How to be Happy