These days I feel like I'm digging deep With two hands in concrete Somedays I Feel like I might leap I'm on edge Would I be weak If I try to Cease my pain Or should I go on And pretend to be strong And fake claim To be okay And wait 'til these feelings They vacate Don't stop holding me I have this fear of losing you The reality of you not here I won't get used to Don't stop holding me I have this fear of losing you The reality of you not here I won't get used to I better take my time Just breathe in I'm losing my rhythm Time for me to redeem myself After several times I've called I need to know the reason You severed the bond and all After everything we been through Still held you As gently as the morning dew I know I'm far from perfect I try to be But only on the surface My heart is out of service And everyday it worsens yah I'll be waiting for (Waiting for) Don't stop holding me I have this fear of losing you The reality of you not here I won't get used to Don't stop holding me I have this fear of losing you The reality of you not here I won't get used to