Lie in bed wide awake at night
Think of what your hand felt like wrapped in mine
Used to trace your body on my sheets
Now you only visit me in my dreams
Back when it all went wrong
How did you move on
So easily you treated me
So carelessly so I had to leave
Feeling sorry for myself
I know you put me through hell
You're so damn bad for my health and
I can't help but wish you well
I left my tears in the stairwell
Put my pride up on the shelf
Now you want me to say sorry
I'm just sorry for myself
I'm just sorry for myself
Tried to see the best in you through your flaws
Wrapped me up in games and played me like a pawn
Turned my back on every red flag in sight
And I pretended I was colorblind
You started to withdraw
When all that we had was gone
You pleaded, retreated
I thought you were distraught
Feeling sorry for myself
I know you put me through hell
You're so damn bad for my health and
I can't help but wish you well
I left my tears in the stairwell
Put my pride up on the shelf
Now you want me to say sorry
I'm just sorry for myself
You can say that you want me back
Shoulda known it was all an act
You can say that you want me back
Used to call me up and you would act so sad
Played me like a fool until I finally snapped
And why would I apologize for that?
Feeling sorry for myself
I know you put me through hell
You're so damn bad for my health and
I can't help but wish you well
I left my tears in the stairwell
Put my pride up on the shelf
Now you want me to say sorry
I'm just sorry for myself
You can say that you want me back
I'm just sorry for myself
Shoulda known it was all an act
I'm just sorry for myself