Crawling to the edge of heaven Looking below Spirits weep for this world Cry yourself to sleep On clouds of the tulle and silk above your childrens grief The wish To breathe Remains beneath Forced to leave but Maybe you were missing me/ trying to come back to see Maybe you'd give anything/ would you even strip your wings In satin skies they wait whispering With plans of jumping. taking turns removing their wings Just a selfish dream Im scared I cant do this on my own Above your grave A son filled with shame Not seeking gods reprieve Only wishing you forgave me All we need is closure What if death desires life? Never wanting paradise Far away from who they loved To bask beneath a lonely son They close their eyes and hide silently While the creator cals them back home I gave you power.