VDV got it
Tell me what hurt the most
The fact your Daddy done left you?
Or the fact you call another, "Daddy", 'cause you think he make you feel special?
Uh, now I ain't tryin' to help
But, I been reckless on my own, painting walls before I ask about birth control
I ain't been using protection
Like, what the fuck I'm thinking, thinkin' it's okay for bitches take in my blessing?
Uh, guess I'm still young and naive
But, I can't let that be a reason why i'm fuckin' hurting
Like, my anxiety been killin' me
Like, how the fuck am I to feel when my sobriety been slippin' away?
When in the city of angels, it's too many demons
And all of the seasons are feelin' the same
I don't have any time to waste
But, I been feelin' alone
Do-do anybody know how to help what I won't?
The only man is me, I think the only one is me
I think it's time to face the music that I put in front of me
And remember there's a reason I got people lookin' up to me
Reasons why I'm who they want to be
But to the question
I can't tell you what hurts the most
Maybe it's a fact that I need help
Or maybe it's the fact that I feel guilty that I did this to myself
I know I need to leave this in the past
But, it gets hard when I start thinking 'bout the flaws in how I act
Or when there's somethin' that I can't remember from the recent past
Sometimes my mind'll fuck up, but I never blame it on my crash
I leave the blame on myself
Because I'm the reason why I am the way I am