Break down my emotions then I smoke em had to clear my head Don't try to come around cuz you the one believin' shit you read Stay mad about the past I dropped my pride was tellin' you my bad The only one who kept it real ain't care about the shit you had I was splittin' fins for little cesars just to fill our stomach Tryna not to think too hard about it quick to switch to fuck it Tried to show em love but he fucked up he act like he don't want it When you go through pain it's hard to learn to just enjoy the moment Ain't ask me for a hand but I can read you either way I'll loan it I know how it feels cuz if I didn't would of never wrote it You could really waste potential if you let it shift the focus They ain't try to get to know me when I started glad you noticed I speak from the heart lost count of all the times they tried to bite it Seperate the hate cuz too much shit for me was single sided Know a lot of secrets I could keep em so I never minded Drugs had killed his body so much shit that you ain't get to try yet You not foolish jumpin' to conclusions It's what it is can't help the fact you see they full of it You know I don't blame you for decisions That you made it know it took A lot for you to come back from the times without no love Without no love Stay up It's love Shit out my control I stayed ten toes ain't playin' victim I get hard on myself over the years I gained some wisdom If they show you who they are first time around don't ever miss em I'm selective who I'm next to some be proud of bad intentions Try not to feel some type of way shit happens unexpected You the type be takin' L's I always took it as a lesson You won't catch me round nobody who I feel I gotta question You wanna hear the real I gave em that they got the message No coincidence I'm destined Play it cool but I was tempted He was goofy bitch infested Why you say it like you meant it Got a issue better press it Killin' shit still independent Lot of shit but I accept it Make it back and reinvest it Wake up early count my blessings Put my feelings in a sentence In a room they feel my presence I can't help if you offended They ain't solid just pretend it How you hustle gon' reflect it I'm the one like I'm selected Tryna slide don't recommend it You not foolish jumpin' to conclusions It's what it is can't help the fact you see they full of it You know I don't blame you for decisions That you made it know it took A lot for you to come back from the times without no love Without no love Stay up