I feel it in my gut The feeling of having to much And knowing I cant give up And knowing that I'm stuck If only then I knew you were only trying to help And maybe I'd give you a little more of myself And looking back I did all that I could And hopefully I'll show you the lessons that I've learned And I'll be the memory that my mum keeps on the mantelpiece About a boy that grew to be nothing more then misery And I'll be the memory that my mum keeps on the mantelpiece About a boy that grew to be nothing more then misery I feel it in my heart The feeling of drifting apart And knowing I cant restart And knowing that I'm stuck If only then I knew you were only trying to help And maybe I'd give you a little more of myself And looking back I did all that I could And hopefully I'll show you the lessons that I've learned And I'll be the memory that my mum keeps on the mantelpiece About a boy that grew to be nothing more then misery And I'll be the memory that my mum keeps on the mantelpiece About a boy that grew to be nothing more then misery