I put my trust in locomotion when I'm feeling stuck in mud And the NJ transit trains can take me back to where I'm from I'm living two exclusive lives inside the city and beyond And it's not fun No, it's not fun I've got excuses that I use to try and cover up my flaws And I'm really never sure if they're the cure or they're the cause Can't decide if I'll feel fine or if I'll lose my mind instead In my head Oh, in my head You know a rumor spreads like flame without a fire escape And my imagination runs on a trail that can never be tamed What goes on when I'm not there? Or did you think that I just wouldn't care Riot vans and racketeers You would think it was a grand affair Look at me my pretty dear How did we get back here? Here Here I wear the same old pair of sweatpants every night past 8pm Heading to and fro to Brooklyn to catch a glimpse of my best friends And I swear that they all hate me til the moment I walk in In my head Oh, in my head What goes on when I'm not there? Or did you think that I just wouldn't care Riot vans and racketeers You would think it was a grand affair Look at me my pretty dear How did we get back here? Here Here Through teleportation or astral projection I'll be there Through space exploration or natural selection I'll be there Oh, you get the point, anywhere that you go I will be there And it's not fair No, it's not fair What goes on when I'm not there? Riot vans and racketeers You would think it was a grand affair Look at me my pretty dear How did we get back here Here Here What goes on when I'm not there? Or did you think that I just didn't care Riot vans and racketeers You would think it was a grand affair Look at me my pretty dear How did we get back here? Here Here