I've said goodbye so many times I'm not even sure If I know what the word means anymore I've stepped aside, as they went running for the door Gave every little part of me and then I gave some more I never let myself get carried away It's so hard to make it back And it's harder just to stay I get closer And you get lost on the way ♪ I have built and I have broken down my walls It's when I am defenseless I always seem to fall I've taken pills, chasing the thrill When I get what I've been paying for Is never worth the bill And I've never let someone take all of me That's why I'm so surprised When I lose my heart so easily And I get found out And you get something for free ♪ I never let myself get carried away So hard to make it back And it's harder just to stay I get closer And you get lost on the way