I don't know what I look like so I can't picture it The person I think I am isn't what I wanted For you and for your sake I can't just be so honest I decide which person to be before you call it Harder than I thought I take up space a lot I thought that I was sick It turns out I'm just dumb I contemplate a break But pass out on the run I'm starving myself thin And sucking on my thumb Is it wrong to fall in love while waiting to die I just want to live long enough for your eyes Well I can't do it I knew I couldn't Little lies to fake it Every night, escape it I was never permanent until today You will love mе even if you lose my facе I never believed in saving myself first When I was a kid I never understood Cause I can't do it I knew I couldn't You're all I wanted I saw it coming Is it wrong to fall in love while waiting to die (Harder than I thought) (I take up space a lot) I just want to live long enough for your eyes I contemplate a break but pass out on the run (Harder than I thought) (I take up space a lot) (I contemplate a break but pass out on the run)