Hey it wasn't intentional
I didn't understand trauma at all
My brain was filled with panic fits
Screaming for alcohol
The monkey on my back climbing onto you
Listening might of fixed it
But I wouldn't quit talking
I celebrate your joy with him
If that's what you choose
It's difficult to find a love
Like I have for you
I'd be happier if you were here
But the catch of love my dear
Is whispering "follow your heart's desire"
In your ear
You weren't irrational
Trying to protect yourself
I was scared to let the truth out
And admit that I needed some help
I was careless dismismissive
When it came to you
If you loved me I hope it was worth it
From your point of view
I celebrate your joy alone
If that's what you choose
It's difficult to find a love
Like I have for you
I'd be happier if you were here
But the catch of love my dear
Is whispering "follow your heart's desire"
In your ear
I know I wasn't always my best
I have a catalogue of regrets
It was real and I'm in your debt
I celebrate your joy in whatever way you choose
It's difficult to find a love
Like I have for you
I'd be happier if you were here
But the catch of love my dear
Is whispering "follow your heart's desire"
In your ear
Is whispering "follow your heart's desire"
In your ear
Is whispering "follow your heart's desire"
In your ear