It's gotten pretty dark
Sleep won't visit me
I'm alone staring hopefully at the phone
Salvation come
I want to rip my heart out
It feels diseased
Sitting here catatonic and wondering
When she's gonna call
I remember the first snow of the winter
I remember the look in her eyes
I was thinking this will only get better
I was thinking that we had all the time in the world
But now I'm in the cold wandering streets
Dreaming of all the ways she loved me
All the ways she loved me
All the ways she loved me
Losing her's enough still
Voices speak
"It's all your fault you ruined everything"
They whisper when I awake and I sleep
I want to scream into the night
"Come back baby!"
"I will do my best to listen like you listened to me"
I wish I was numb
I remember when we said I love you
I remember the shine of her eyes
I was thinking we would hold hands forever
I was thinking that our love that would last all time
But now I'm in the cold wandering streets
Dreaming of all the ways she loved me
All the ways she loved me
All the ways she loved me