Poison to my lips I crave Underneath my breath indulging you It's been too long since I looked at the mirror and liked what I see looking back It's been too long since I wasn't depressed Can't remember when I was relaxed That moment you looking for someone to blame but the finger is pointed at you I'm hurting myself and the people around me like it was just something to do Bring me down to feel alive again You taught me how to blame myself Look what you put me through That's just the toxic truth It seems like the closer we gettin the further I get from the things that I need I'm alone in a room by myself but the walls started caving, it's harder to breathe The first time I met you I was feelin myself And I know it's a problem to see Everyone see it but me I can't escape you, I think I love you You're really taking me over You made me weightless now I can't take it Putting this weight on my shoulders Not even acting myself, I'm a little bit bitter A little bit colder This is a mess, you got me stressed I think it's best that we over Bring me down to feel alive again You taught me how to blame myself Look what you put me through That's just the toxic truth Why can't I feel alive Why can't I feel alive again Bring me down to feel alive again You taught me how to blame myself Look what you put me through That's just the toxic truth