My niggas don't ever call me I done outgrew everybody Taste like envy in the air shaking the devil off me Can't let him take my soul Pray to God he makes me whole Because I know when I blow they gone be on me Ain't gone lie sometimes I feel abandoned I get lonely It's cold at the top I wonder why nobody told me Probably because we never thought we'd see the day Ain't no rappers made it from my city But hoe we don't want no pity Or no handouts we really got it out the mud That made us stronger Don't give up brother hold on a little bit longer Stay out of prison stay out of jail I'm gone show you The streets ain't the only way for a ghetto solider Pain in my eyes tears in my voice Get a sack and make some noise I ain't have no other choice Lay low and duck the boys Stack up and jump for joy Living life so paranoid Clutching off every noise Self sufficient Stack my riches Mind my business And keep my heater close Pure ambition No more wishing Go and get it One day I'll be the goat I don't know I don't know where I'd be To be honest music saved me Without it I'd go crazy Please don't make me don't make me yeah I just want to live my dream My soul crying do anybody hear my scream I just want to live my dream Do anybody hear my scream This shit gets deep when they all know that you got bigger dreams And I got brothers who got problems but I can't intervene They know if I could I would Just know when I'm good you good But I can't do no good As long as we in that hood Plus I got problems too but I ain't gone let that bother you Plus I'm a father too I was misguided too We get it out the dirt but that's where they find diamonds too Trying to get out that hurt Trying to stay drama proof Want tp live my dreams out Want to make my momma proud Want to help my momma out ain't going back to momma house I do this for Cee and them Mourn him until I see him And I keep my heat still Because I can't let no nigga do me that Self sufficient Stack my riches Mind my business And keep my heater close Pure ambition No more wishing Go and get it One day I'll be the goat I don't know I don't know where I'd be To be honest music saved me Without it I'd go crazy Please don't make me don't make me yeah I just want to live my dream My soul crying do anybody hear my scream I just want to live my dream Do anybody hear my scream