This is not a life I asked for
Everyday I wake up, I'm still tired
In my dreams I see figures that I seem to recognize
I recognize you!
It's the face that broke my heart
It's the face that ignores my existence
It's the voice that tells me to back off
Whenever I just try to live my life
The nights are getting shorter
The days are getting harder
And my mind blows up
I wake from this broken situation
That never existed
And I know it shouldn't do harm
But it haunts me
It haunts me
I seem to fade away as my soul wanders off into the distance
And I stumble through a graveyard with a full set mind
As the agony of myself blinds me
I can see my own mistakes
Crawling through my skin
As it seems that my memories
Pull me down deep below
My own mistakes
Crawling through my skin
My memories
Pulling me down
For years and years
After sleepless nights and restless days
I've been wondering: Is this life even worth living?
I wake from this broken situation
That never existed
And I know it shouldn't do harm
But it haunts me
I should've never fallen asleep
And let the wary dreams catch me
Every second that I try to forget
It haunts me
Intruding my mind making every contact to the social life harder
It haunts me
Draining my sanity and removing every lace of serenty