I can't sleep
Seven nights in a row
I can't think
Cause process is dead and old
Forgive me but my conscious says I'm going crazy
Step right up, take a swing at my mind
This has got to be approaching a thousand times
I got to say the words, but there's a chance it can hurt
I'm running from the option
She won't say it back to me
There's something in my throat that's holding me back
I just can't say it
Voices in my mind say don't hold back
I'm just looking for the end
One day I'm going to tell her that
There's been something I've been holding back
I don't know if she feels the same
But the pressure is slowly killing me
One day I'm going to tell her that
She's the only one
No one told me this wouldn't be easy
And Now I'm just looking (for the end)
Back to square one
My thoughts take over my head
Write it all down before I settle down for bed
Drop the pen
Hope that tomorrow that this comes easy
Lie awake and quietly stare at the ceiling
Close my eyes and the images is so deceiving
You're there when there open, you're there when there close
There's no hope in letting you go
There's something in my throat that's holding me back
I just can't say it
Voices in my mind say don't hold back
I'm just looking for the end
One day I'm going to tell her that
There's been something I've been holding back
I don't know if she feels the same
But the pressure is slowly killing me
One day I'm going to tell her that
She's the only one
No one told me this wouldn't be easy
And now
I'm just looking for the end
I can't wait another moment
The pressure is killing me
I don't want to wait
Another moment
I can't wait another moment
The pressure is killing me
I don't want to wait
Another moment
One day I'm going to tell her that
There's something I've been holding back
God, I hope that you feel the same
The pressure is slowly killing me
One day I'm going to tell her that
There's been something I've been holding back
I don't know if she feels the same
But the pressure is slowly killing me
One day I'm going to tell her
That she's the only one
No one told me this wouldn't be easy
And now I'm just looking for the end
No one told me this wouldn't be easy
And now I'm just looking for the end