So now I gotta kill myself to prove that I was right
Like I ain't spitting facts when I say they don't love you till you die
Hoping that they choke on every lie between the lines
Looking at my watch the time was 10:45
Mama I'm sorry but my visions getting blurry
It's time to meet my maker said I'll be there in a hurry
They don't really love me I already know this
I'd never beg to differ you would never notice
Talk a lot of shit try living with anxiety
Kill myself every night just to get through to me
I hate this life and you could never change me
Living with the spite cause mankind's off his safety
I got the taste of death in the back of my throat
All this hurt in my coat keep me numb as the snow
I'm just thinking about the moments I ain't been there
I'm just thinking about the fake friends and nightmares
I don't know how you expect me to function
I'm in the back of the function I'm slumped kid
Double or nothing
Double entendre
I've been fucked up since Tuesday
They don't really love me I already know this
I'd never beg to differ you would never notice
Talk a lot of shit try living with anxiety
Kill myself every night just to get through to me
I hate this life and you could never change me
Living with the spite cause mankind's off his safety