What if this is my last What if i jump of edge over shit in the past What if we never feel the feelings we once had All my insecurities I rumble with that Yea I still rumble with that I met me someone She got new breast The split up was messy shouldn't mention that I really mean it The voice it got depth Still in the same room right before you left Experiment with all type shit yea it's bad for me They say I'm self destructive baby but it's hard to see I thought I had it all And then I lost all Is it really real or are you clapping before the fall?