I woke up irresponsible You want what you don't have I grew far too consumable Say got the hole? buy, buy to fill it Spent all my time diggin' a hole Tryna fly too high, I'm swimming In other people's money It ain't funny when the banker owns your name Hear the debt collector knocking For nothing but the clothes on my back, my guitar and my shame Thing is I ain't learned my lesson yet And worse than that I still desire EVERYTHING I grew up blinkin' jackdaw eyes My wallet, don't quite cut it I blow out, blew it every time Say got the soul? shine, shine to kill it Spent all my time fillin' a bowl Tryna fly too high I'm selling Everything I own to fill my lungs It ain't pretty when your room gets bare Hear the dealer knocking For nothing but my mattress my shoes and my will to abuse Thing is I ain't learned my lesson yet And worse than that I still desire EVERYTHING I still desire EVERYTHING