I'm sorry for my insecurities I'm sorry that I'm always sorry I'm trying Dive in Slow down Try to float But still drown Get up there Stay sat down Just don't choke On your words now I'm trying I'm trying It's in my head It's in my head It's in my head It's in my head Dive in Slow down Try to float But still drown Get up there Stay sat down Just don't choke On your words now Pick at my skin until I bleed I bite my nails and grind my teeth This food looks great, but I can't eat I filled up on bad thoughts this entire week It's not you, it's me It's not you, it's me It's not you, it's me I'ts not me, it's you Dive in Slow down Try to float But still drown Get up there Stay sat down Try not to choke On your words now I'm trying I'm trying