I'm never gonna talk I'm never gonna talk about it I'm never gonna think about it I'm gonna swallow hard This couldn't ever happen, it Didn't ever happen to me But somehow, it did Did I deserve it? If you're as sick as your secrets Then I predict disaster If you're as sick as your secrets Then you should know the answer I'll fold the sheets into place And I'll unpick the apple I'll make a fuss if I want This is my disaster An ambush That I was never meant to see This is a big mess That I just couldn't keep To myself I never wanna go Never ever go back, I'm not safe I don't wanna go tomorrow I wanna run away I'm gonna blame myself I'll always blame myself for this An impressive show Of ignorance This is an ambush That I was never meant to see This is a big mess That I just couldn't keep I'll fold the sheets into place And I'll unpick the apple I'll make a fuss if I want This is my disaster An ambush That I was never meant to see This is a big mess That I just couldn't seem to keep to myself I'm never gonna talk Never ever gonna talk about it I'm never gonna talk I'm never gonna talk about it