December 24, 2021... 11pm
Mm-mm-mm-hmm!
This is a public service announcement brought to you, in part, by RayKaz
Life's hard, and then you die
Merry fucking Christmas, you bish you!
It's just... different!
Aww!
Pastor Clever: 'Scuse me, brother
What we call drugs at 74th Street Baptist Church
(Yeah... wowoowoowoowoo-woowoowoo)
We call a sinny-siiiiin-siiin (Woowoowoowoowoo-woowoowoo)
Smokey: Well, 'round here, between Normandie and Western
We call this here a little twenty-twen-tweeeen (Oo-oo-ooooowoo)
Niggaaaaa!
Woke up in the mornin' 'round 06:45, my phone was dry as a joke
'Cause it's no one that's checkin' for me
No one that's checkin' for me... yeah
And I only been around for like a year and some change
But I might just pack it up, 'cause it's no one that's checkin' for me
No one that's checkin' for me
H'riiiiight?
Wake up in the mornin', it's (No one)... checkin' for me
I get to brushin' my teeth, then fetch me somethin' to eat
Without my phone 'cause it's (No one)
I'm all alone and it's (No one)
I called my homie depressed, I guess it take one to (Know one)
Mxm... mid-day I'm walkin' from school
Back from the class where the room packed and it's (No one) by my side
Shiiid, it's 7pm, make me some dinner 'fo bed, drinkin' a (Slow one)
I ain't linkin' with (No one)
Goddamm! Is it only for me?
The hottest road of self-reflection make the coldest of feet?
Feel like a Akon song, ain't nobody Lonely as he (Lonely)
My demons eatin', I can hear 'em screamin' "Bon Appetite!" (I'm so lonely)
"He ain't got no one to reach! He's a (Loner)!"
And I'ma die alone!
Probably inside a house I couldn't call a home!
If I'm headed for hell, at least it's somewhere to go!
And who knows? Maybe there I find some people who care 'cause I
Woke up in the mornin' 'round 06:45, my phone was dry as a joke
'Cause it's no one that's checkin' for me
No one that's checkin' for me
Yeah (Wooo!)
And I only been around for like a year and some change
But I might just pack it up, 'cause it's no one that's checkin' for me
No one that's checkin' for me (Wooooohooooo!)
Mmm?
My nigga Mo says so long as I'm focused on my kin and my Ärte?
It ain't NoTellin' where I just might take it (Two Gates Mo: No Tellin'!)
I might just might break and I might just might make it
Yeah right, I adVise'ya - Snapback to reality, stop Cappin'!
Nigga, ain't nobody checkin' for me... except my granny
She two decazoids away from a century, she turned forty years old twice
She not gon' be around for my whole life
Can't really ex- can't really ex
Can't really expect her to be here for the next forty
And livin' through death for me
I'm vividly stressed homie, a nigga depressed zodie
And preppin' up my mental for the time when she rest, brodie
The day it happens ain't no one around who gon' check on me
Except Lummy, she's a gift from the angels
Girls like her, they ain't just givin' away
It weren't for her, I wouldn't be livin' today
But niggas estranged, I can't even reciprocate
We goin' through the same shit, just a different day (Awwwww)
My oldest friend of twenty years - CJ (Ahhhh)
That's my nigga from time, I damn near call him a brother (CeeeeJaaay?)
He call me couple weeks ago, said he just losted his brother
That was like his best friend, man all they had was each other
I'm cryin' with him on the phone, feelin' guilt that he alone
Tears Fallin' like Victori' - I couldn't stop if I wanted
He do his best to cope but he can't even talk to his mother
He tryna show her how she failed and she'll just call him a "son of..."
Well, that don't make no sense 'cause she's his... (Yup)
And he's her... (Yup)
Well anyway, same year he lost his girl in the summer (Fuck!)
And we was talkin' 'bout prayin' and goin' to church in the city
Well after that, you can imagine - losin' Faith was no Biggie
Worst part? How I'ma help him from here?
Couldn't even go to funeral, I'm 8000 miles away, my nigga
How you console a man who standin' by the grave, my digger?
Just think about the weight his shoulders gotta weigh, my nigga
I had a dream he said - "Can I tell you a secret?"
(What's brackin'?)
"Shhh - I don't really wan' be here no more!"
I'm like nigga, me too! (No way!)
I love the fact you see how I see too (Okay!)
Nigga, I been roamin' 'round the dirtiest depths of defeat too (You don't say!)
And confirm... everyday is the same right? (H'riiight)
And don't nothin' change, right? (H'riiight)
And you at that stage, right? (Where?)
Where you so used to it, you been numb to the pain, right? (H'riiight)
Like you cancelled the weddin', you ain't even engaged, right? (H'riiight)
What a coincidinc', I guess life is kinda funny like that
The block was hot, but still our days ain't never sunny like that
And plus our families ain't really got no money like that
Ain't fuck since January, 'cause we ain't got no honeys like that... damn
Walkin' through the city just to catch me some wind, my phone was dry as a joke
'Cause it's no one that's checkin' for me ("Dry nigga... absolutely dry dawg")
No one that's checkin' for me ("Nobody, not a text, not a call")
Yeah... and I ain't made a song in like a couple of months
And I can't-see too many more
'Cause it's no one that's checkin' for me
("It's been a while bro, record for who bro, I get like 200 plays")
Muh'fucka it's no one that's checkin' for me
("Two... 300 plays bro... know what I'm sayin'?")
Right... and I ain't been to church since like 2019 ("It's been a while bro")
Bro, my faith harder to keep when I don't see no blessings for me
("It was a pandemic... it was a panoramic, know what I'm sayin'?")
I just need a second to breathe ("Them weapons prosperin', nigga!")
And Sunday turn to Monday, it's the same old cycle
I'm just plain old psycho ("Again and again?")
'Cause no one be checkin' for me
("Nigga, just grab the gat cuH, blow them particles outcha nose")
Muh'fucka it's no one that's checkin' for me? ("My nigga, in one ear and out the other")
Mee-ee-ee ("my nigga, who'd even care, you feel me?")
And I just stay in my room
Recordin' 'cause that's about the only thing I can do
That being said? Nigga, Those Around Me Tape comin' soon
It's a happy song... happy song
Hap- happy... yeah
Hahahaha, ehhh - I'm just playin' my niggas, you know I love you