Oh I'm holding up the line As I hold your hand inside tonight I don't understand why it's me that I can't find I hope you'll be there But I've never really lost my mind Living in a Tundra I was out of touch Counting on a number I know I'm hard to find Living in a Tundra I was out of touch Counting on a number I've never really lost my mind But I've been here before Whenever I lean out I told the guard Said I'd never let the start Try to take out the hope in me Fooling all of my faith With signs that you care When I fell apart I hoped you'd be there Taken from the start A hole in my square It's not that I'm a heart Who has to be cared for When we were apart Why weren't you there?