I forget the names from all of the signs On the roads we take on the longest drives Looking out like I opened my eyes for the first time You burned me out I never realized I was under your cloud thickest smoke with no fire Just hanging around everything had a dull shine I've got a lot of practice keeping it all inside Maybe that's why everyone thinks I'm blind Maybe I've already lived too many lives Maybe I struggle to keep inside the lines I was under your cloud thickest smoke with no fire Just hanging around everything had a dull shine I never start anything That I couldn't finish So baby if it's ends You'll still be forgiven It's so unrealistic That's what I like about it Sometimes I'm just so over it Like I'm Climbing the wrong mountain Show me and I will believe it Gonna throw my problems out in the ocean Then I'll probably drown when I jump in to save them I can't let them down it's just one of the reasons I still haven't found out what it is that I'm needing I was under your cloud thickest smoke with no fire Just hanging around everything had a dull shine Everyone just tells me It would be so easy But then I try to resist Found a drive thru priest and therapist Why am I so nervous What the fuck just happened While the worlds completely lost it Just tryin to do something