Obscured view in anticipation Loss of consciousness in determination I should have known that the tiny movement of a wing flapping Could turn my whole world upside down I take command In this pointless argument The facts at hand No more countless compliments I do demand That this physical bond Shall withstand All future consequences I feel the sound of my words Reflecting from a hollow shell Boiling blood rushes into my head Is it worth it to live like this Do I have the strength to persevere I need to take a deep long breath Are you even listening